Friday, July 16, 2004
ARHZ!!!!!haiz....dunno la....haiz...haiz... haiz...sianz...really sad...didnt want to go...haiz...feel....haiz...dunno....haiz....i'm sorry for today... i wasnt angry....really....i've told you already...i hope you understand... i jsut bloody miss you too much...was so looking forward for today for like so many days liaoz...was so excited and scared i cant go...but i cld...haiz...but it's so short today...i need more time...haiz...i need you...i jsut miss you so much....ur not here rite now...and i'm getting tt feeling again...u was wif me like an hr ago....holding my hand...but now all i feel is the keyboard...i still smell you...but i cant see you...yer presense is needed...haiz...I JUST MISS YOU CAN?!?haiz...hope everything will be fine....i'll look forward into our converstation later on...and i'll not be sad....or try not to be...at least...i dun want to riun our conversation...haiz... i love you....seriously i do...alot...truely....haiz....