Friday, July 09, 2004
h.m.m...today arhz...very tired...haiz...not enough sleep.. i know now late..sorri darling..me do this blog den sleep le..waiting fer mi hair to dry kayz...yeah...well...today...h.m.m isacc ng didnt come...go SAC to chill...fun..crap alot wif wen and mich...well...chinese pu zhu sure fail de...haiz..haha...yeah..wat else..today got mathz...end of it mr goh look at me..den like as if asking me whether i got it rite..den told him i understand and got it rite...den he say know how to do can liao..angry never mind...haah...den some one "luff" real loud lorx....haiz...mr goh trying to like tell me dun be like this anymore...well..this wont last 4eva...but it wont be shortlived anyway...ahha..blehz..today at SAC sumone..hor...h.m.m dun say le...well...let's not tok about it...haiz...*beep* was flirting again...and so is ridz..but ridz is like so normal..cuz he practically flirts wif everyone unless it's people like mich...*opps* hahaha...well...*beep*(name cant be writen..later sumone unhappy..but she wont see dis blog hoR?ahah..nvm) well...today flirt ya...haiz..nvm forget it..aint gonna smile back next time...haha...well...today at SP..waste so much time...so sian summore...well....me and ying sat in front of this group of boys made out of sec 1 and 2...wah liaoz..in auditorium also dunno how ta behave...wa liaoz..nv seen places like dat b4 mehz??nv sit on folded chairs b4 mehz?wah liaoz..kao pei so much....den they speak so loud me and ying just went "shh!" den this idiot say "go toilet la!" den i was like scold him back lor like "wat the hell you said?" den he was like chee bye ..tiam la!" i was sho pissed i said another explicit word back at him...well..he threw more at me...and i stopped it and told him :" if you want to scold me..look me in the eye and scold me..dun look away...scold me la! dun need to hide!" well..he stop after tt...cuz all the while when he trying to act big to scold me he kept looking away..not daring to look and scold me in the face....three words! : ham ji kia! childish...so old liaoz still behave like tt...typical ass moungens!well..they kept shut the whole while...den our turn to perform...chinese dance was sucking as usual...my god..so horrid!! haha...well..wat else...yeah...me and keng went to buy snikers...raudah bit a peice off my choc!! haah...no la.. she ask for it..and i offer..ahah...see sho kind? haha..rubbish!! ahaha...well...den later..haha..make new sec one frenz..ahhah..guess they cant get enuff of my nuttiness...kept asking me to sit wif them to tok....very nice to tok to me mehz? i tot i forever boring de?ahah..dunno la...well..went out today...go for dinner...wif ying...yah..everyone keep looking at me...dunno why...nv wear anything skimpy wat...haiz...well ying helped me today lorx~~ hee hee..oh yah...ate meat..forgot today friday..sianz..haiz..wat to do??sorry GOD! forgive me...well..saw the cute grass monsta!! anyone know this kinda stuff?? i used to play them when i was young...den tat trend faded...den now it's back!!! sho fun manz!!hahh ying help me buy..cuz me no $$ le...i buy sumthing ex...arhz..small thing cost $2...hmm.m. very small lehz..wah liaoz..haiz..nvm..got it for ed and myself..haha...den we went shopping for ying's shoe..she got one black pair of heels for the performance and another platform for outing...for jusr $39!! cheap huhz??ahah..well...went back after tt..oh ya..ate at bk..wa liaoz!! so many flies!!! nv notice till ying told me...den it becum more worst!!! so many niaz!! wah liaoz..den the wall look like got black spot...but they are not spots!! it's flies!! my god..so many niaz..den got alot drop on people..and they dunno!!! arhz!!! scary!!! den i change place...scared one drop on me!! arhz!!den got two big big one lehz!!! so big!! my god!! shd have seen it den you know wat i mean by big!!! den got one hit my head...well we had enuff so we took our drinks and leftover fd and ran out!!! haha..den people tot we crazy...they never know tt above them got at leasst!!! 50 flies!!!! all ready to drop any moment!!! arhz!! well..tok to ed...angry at bro..wah liaoz..dun tok about it..only makes me boil!! well..ed made me real happy today!! thx darling!!! lubs you loads!!!! gonna sleep liaoz..arhz!! matt asking for song..well.. gtg liao how to give? dun give la! haha..blehz!! still dare to say..blehz!! i know ed is saying you did the rite thing!! haha!! well..he's crapping bout my nick...argz!!!!! sianz...
Sad... You use the darkness to hide yourself from
the world. Something has really hurted you,
which made you turn dark. Darkness makes you
feel save and that is why you stay there.
