
Sunday, August 08, 2004
sis....this post is for you....i hope you know how i feel....haiz... i dun want to be angry towards you...u see the behavior these few days rite??i did it on purpose...thing is..i care alot for you...after all that has happen to u...all those idiots who done shit to you..have make me really really angry...i really care for you and is always protecting you... i dunno why you actually tot of me at a different way...guess you didnt know huh??i cant understand why our frenzhip is nth compare to a relationship with a guy you know not too long...i dunno why..seriously...told me i was baised...you know wat the hell this means or not??i think you're the one who's baised...i asked you out for a while to a nearby place you gave me excuses...and internet fella whome you never met b4 asked you out you immediately said yes...why??nvm...i'm over that...you ask me the opnion of that guy..i told you...and b4 i can even complete my sentance you bombarded me saying that is it becuz he looks like jeff that's why i dislike him...i mean pls lorx..i dun dislike people for no reasons lorx.. i'm jsut afraid that you mite be taken in again...and that you'll suffer another heart ach...you know how much i hurt when you get hurt...i care for you more den i care for myslef...can you see it now??i wasnt even agianst you going out with that guy...but you gotta be careful lorx...you know me for so long le..how can you actually think i look at people's appearance..if i did...my circle of frenz will be made up of really good looking people...and my bf and all will be so damn good looking if i were to care for looks...haiz i dunno la...keng is now talking to you...i hope he'll give you some sense....you're 17...you shdn't be so naive liaoz..haiz...hope you can wake up and start thinking..all the best in your new relationship...and sis...this post dont consist everything...cuz sum things a forbiden to write here....you know wat are all those...kayz...you take care kayz... you're always my fren and sis kayz...dun like that liaoz...
