Thursday, June 23, 2005
if one day i see you on the streets.. and if i dont look at you.. dun question yourself why.. maybe it's best for me to keep my eyes close.. if i did.. i wouldnt have saw you...maybe it was true.. wat you've said.. maybe i should go.. so you'd be happy? did i make you happy when i step into your life? or did i make it worst? are you better off without me? i dont wanna destroy you any further... tell me.. if i am.. tell me if i am not for you... tell me if you need me no more.. dun leave me hanging here.. there's a world out there... but i'm here... hanging on to wat i think is real? is it real or sureal? tell me... is it difficult to please me? how about you? think you only gave with no receive.. think i receive with no giving? AM I NOT PERFECT ENOUGH? you take a good hard look at yourself and you think you can get any girl you want? do you treasure those who do not mind being with you? you're not exactly an " OH GREAT CATCH" ok... you're just a flirt who will never find a person who loves you anymore.. you've lost the one who loves you the most... cuz she's so less important compared to everything... you're sure a girl... fancy a guy like you so big but childish and not MAN enough!complain complain! want me to beg you back! you're not some princess or anything... if you wanna leave i wont stop you! although it hurts but if you feel that you'll be happier without me den go.. i'll set you free... and i'll learn to truth about your feelings towards me... maybe you didnt really love me in the first place... maybe you're just going through puppy love.. maybe a girlfriend to you is just someone to keep you out of loneliness... i realise i was being used all along... thank you...