my secret

Wednesday, June 29, 2005

okie..first up my mood now is like.. tense... i dont know why.. am i worried? yeah.. hell lot of worries for many aspect... haiz... anyway.. just wanna tell you that i'm sorry if my concern is to overbearing... just didnt want people to step all over you.. but IF you see it like i put your friends on a bad light then i'm sorry.. overall if you want to continue that way i cant stop you.. it's your life not mine.. was just being concern.. it's alrite.. hope you'll be fine...well maybe it's better not for me to say things to help.. probably is more of a hindrance.. i'm sorry.. shall not say anymore.. guess your mature and able to think and fend for yourself.. maybe i'm over concern.. i guess i need to tone down and just try not to be so paranoid.. maybe i should have heed that hint right from the beginning of our relationship... that you needed space..

well well..today school was fine and i was every ready attentive.. very inspired by miss winnie tan motivational talk today and i want to follow the mindset of adam khoo.. well i may not acheive greatly like him.. hey wait... i can and i will.. the road to success has to start with belief.. and i shall believe in myself that i am able to get the results i wan.. my aim is to get a 14 point! i will do it.. although lazziness is one of my obstacle.. i shall not be pressed down by it but shall rise to the moment and do whatever i can with whatever i have.. i am determine and i am hardworking.. i want to do well for the best of my future! and i know i am able to make it!

the only thing that can stop me from reaching my aim is me.. nothing else! i must defeat pessimistic side of me and let my optimism conquer my mind and soul! nothing can bring me down!