
Thursday, July 07, 2005
haiz.. my heart is so broken beyond discription.. the pain... is unbearable.. it aint drama.. haiz... i just ... haiz...i feel so sadden... as there wasnt a reaction from you even when i'm crying my heart out right in front of you.. i know you're numb.. i tot we're ok already... haiz.. maybe it's part of my wishful thinking... haiz.. even if not a boyfriend just a friend will also stop saying nasty things when people cry... but i was crying there while you say nasty things... i'm.. i'm.... haiz.... my heart is very broken... i dont think i can speak again... it's so hard to breathe... i'm crying my eyes out too much.. it has been more then a week..
