Wednesday, July 13, 2005
i really seriously dont understand... haiz.. yes you must not be a dan xiao gui( scardy cat) but neither should you become like some big gangster right? i really dont get you.. why cant you just know when is the time to stand up and when is the time to lie low.. if you say i asked you to skip classes you didnt.. but for yourself to not pay you can disobey... and i really dislike you always saying i support them instead of you.. i dont support anyone.. i'm telling you the truth.. yes i do give the worst case outcomes but i mean we have to think ahead what... there's alot of what if... you see you have to learn now before it gets a little bit too late... you cant behave like this next time when you have a job can you? i'm sure you're going to say" when i'm working i wont be this way" but once you get used to it.. it'll be difficult to change already... i really dont know.. you've changed so much ever since you go to school... you're so influence by your new friends to just dont bother about important things... you're so stuck out with your new life now... it's like a country boy who goes to a city to work and come back a changed man... and you've become too arrogant.. yes i'm your girlfriend.. but i wont support you on things that isnt good... just like ninjado.. i wont support you.. if you can say me that i dont support you.. have you asked yourself why? do you think that i just anyhow give my support.. you have to gain it just like how you should gain respect from people by respecting them... i hope you think things over... you were so nice that sunday.. i thought the real you finally returned... but you go back again to these ways... i really cant believe or trust on the sweet side of you... i used to be soft hearted to easily think you finally can get things in your head.. kept thinking you really were sincere... but why? why must you turn out to be like this again.... haiz...